better half

You are my better half.
These words still roams around


in my memories like a Ferris wheel,
which
once used to roam around my heart.

sometimes, making it race
sometimes,

You are my better half.
His words still roams around
in my memories like a Ferris wheel,
which 
once used to roam around my heart.

His touch still haunts me
like a knife ripping my veins,
which
once unraveled the secrets of my skin.

Two long years
Focusing on only two words
“MOVE ON”
Gripping it so tight
That it started haunting me again
Waking me up in the middle of the night
Screaming shouting and begging
For all the nightmares to go away

Every night I would just wish to
undo those mistakes
 But, no it never happens

Now, I look back at those days.
I would say Thank you for crushing my brain with all those nightmare.
Thank you for gripping on my head making me a patient of panic attack.
 because of you I learnt never to hurt others I learnt
After three long years
I don’t want to rewind
And undo my mistakes
Because you were a book
 but now you are just a
harsh chapter of my reality


No comments:

Post a Comment