She was MY MARIJUANA

Cold breeze and frosty snow. On that stodgy early morning, I parked my bike and marched to the class. Being an extreme introvert, I made my way to the last seat at the corner. And, then you showed up.

Searching for a vacant seat, you made your way beside me. Starting with Hi!!, few talks and smiles, days later, we ended up texting each other at times. Whenever your message popped out, it stole my breath. Never thought those feelings would one day exist in me.

Once an ANGELIAN, Always an ANGELIAN

"Seriously, you people are crying, Just because you are leaving this place. Oh God!!...", that's what I said when my whole bunch of friends sobbed, but as for me, I was delighted to leave this place and was ready to experience everything as an adult.

JUST LET ME

Let me get Vanished
to the world where there are no people 
Just Me & Myself
Let me be Missing 
for a day in which the morning never starts
and night never ends
Let me Extinct
from the world but give accent to Continue in Existence.

Just Let me

Because Almighty 

I can't take any more words into my ears
I want to be deaf and dumb for a day

Just Let me
Find my own inner peace
Hear my own heart beat
 Sing my own lyrics 
Let me see the sunrise, the sunset 
and those starry countless nights
where I would just dream and dream and dream
and dream 
of my own endless world

Mail this to HEAVEN




Dear Ba,

 My childhood is still alive in my head. It is like the perfect movie I have been watching over and over again on the big screen. It even leaves behind the Oscar-winning movies because God was the almighty Producer. There was no scriptwriter neither songwriters nor stuntman, there was only a single person and that was ME.

Those E M P T Y words


Words 
which made my spine fall into shivers
Words 
which made me believe that life was like a ROLLER COASTER full of ADVENTURES 
Words 
which are now nothing but an empty message bottle
left by you.

Empty like
Deserts without the wind 
from which I used to build CASTLE in the air
Empty like
CHANEL without its fragrance
which I used to favor the most
Empty like
A poetry without any emotions

Those words were once filled with
blissful water covering the land
but who knew it will dry out  leaving only the ruthless sand
Those words were once
Flower which gives its romantic fragrance
to even the hands that crush it
Those words were once like
A poetry which made each shadow dance
and dream of his sweetness




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I don't feel BUTTERFLIES NOW !!



I felt butterflies for him as you guys felt for somebody out there. His lingering touch, playful kisses, and a smile that seek its way up to my lips and would make it The Nile. These were the most amazing things in the whole world that existed to me. Most of all I could feel butterflies in my belly every millisecond as long as he was by my side. But who knew that God had already planned a different climax for my movie.

Dear Diary ,



The cold wind is blowing with little drops of water, outside and I am here sitting on my desk and wondering what should I do now. Shall I open my books and proceed to increase my knowledge or just keep thinking and dreaming and wondering about my future until I get tired and then finally sleep. Maybe it's this teenage thing, which hardly gives you sleep and tends to divert your mind to over thinking.

Every dropping water from that dark cotton balls above my head makes me worried that time doesn't wait for anyone. But, I say maybe they are referring to the coming moment which is on its way with my hard yet beautiful, shimmering and adventurous opportunities. Maybe.

My dearest buddies Dristi and along with her Shivali . They are the two sides of the coin which I always keep near to my heart. When my heart shivers like a stray dog on a winter weather and says "I am thumping like METAL, I can't calm down". The coin shakes me up and tells me to enjoy it with the rain, dance in it, feel it and play along with it because a day will come when you will look back at these moments and say that IT WAS TOUGH YET WE ENJOYED IT and you won't regret a bit. Life is like a MUSIC it sometimes plays R&B, sometimes COUNTRY and sometimes moves your feet on the floor playing the HIP HOP beats. 

Those two people who brought the positive ray to my thundering monsoon always said " Life is so similar as a surprise box on SUBWAY SURFER you never know what you get. All you need to do is enjoy and accept it because suweeeiii EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON .".

missing you D&S. 



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